美美的做了一个海藻泥面膜。做花了15分钟，洗花了20分钟。

       做完干干净净的。

       真的耶，泥巴居然有传说中的神奇功效，黑头也不见了，皮肤嫩嫩的。

       以后要经常做，美美的，心情也好好的~~~

       从老妈那里搞来一个U盘，偶然间发现它还是一个录音笔。这可对口语派上大用场拉！录了7段录音，发现自己录音英语的声音还满好听。

       TOEFL进展不是很顺利，本以为简单的跟玩似的，却越学越不简单，尤其是得高分（目标100分）。做了两套模拟，阅读23分，听力22分，口语不太好，用GRADING SYSTEM那就是个B左右，作文也SO SO 的。不知道100有戏没。

        前一个月分块复习时没打下好基础，说一个月背下单词的，计划总也实施不完。做READING和LISTENING时老图快，就想快点把那两本书做完，加上不了解IBT是怎样的，都先看着题来选答案。后来才知道IBT果然不是盖的，果然BT，没头没脑的上来就读或听，读完听完才能看问题。听力还要记笔记，都反应不过来哪有时间做笔记嘛。完全是瞬间反应。JASON同学说是因为听力不够好，反应不够快。好象是这么回事。可是能怎么办那？时间已经不多了。都说量变引起质变，质变就是所谓“顿悟”的感觉，掌握规律，看破玄机。很想体味一下那是什么滋味。

         什么事情都需要动动脑子啊~~~不知我前20年怎么活的那么轻松。其实，活着并不容易啊~~~ 

 stop disappointin&annoyin me,u damn asses!!!i v made up my mind.can't see ur point why u all try to shake me!!!!!!lulu& caca thx for ur encouragement.u guys r my only fellows at this very moment. can't imagine wat a mess life will be without u guys~~~

misery is not that u can't do it,instead,it's that there is really nothing u can do to make u better.set is set.everything is late.everything seems not right.nobody will understand.nobody can help.the isolation kills me. i don't no how to take the step forward,how to lead a better life. i m going through the toughest time in my life. i no this time only a person with strong will power can survive. i no god played a huge joke on me. i yell i shout i scream i jump i cry i curse for tiny things.my temper gets worse and worse.i m acting like crazy. noway to let it out until the result comes out in 2008.no matter it's content or not, i will shut up by then. at least let me have a chance to try, not like now everything goes against me&everybody disappoints me.i m hesitating.i m wasting my time.i m gambling on my own happiness for the rest of my life.what can i do.where can i go.........so confused............