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9月30日 4 togetherJason小同学赴京赶考 顺便visit民大这一传说中地美女高校 出行还有仨美女做陪 这小子皇帝般滋润啊~~ 吃饭的描述统统省略.先去新中关看SHREK 3,倒是幼稚了点,可是10点PM后的新中关里没有了白天的拥挤喧嚣,夜晚的气氛沉降得刚刚好,俨然充满了GARDEN CITY MALL的味道.末场电影让整个剧场成了我们几人的天下.霸占了全场最中心的位置,舒坦的直想睡,却又不想浪费这样舒适的好时光.真希望那时的时间永远都不要醒来,这样年华就永远不会失效,我们的故事也永远就不会褪色. 再就是第二天的小豆+泡咖啡吧.坐在靠窗口的桌子,有微微的光隔了窗帘洒进来,听轻音乐,品西米露,随意翻杂志,有一搭没一搭的聊天,我们用一下午的时间来消磨,却不觉半点无聊.Stella说friendship是不就不过如此了,很久不见也不会觉得生疏,相处却不说话也不觉尴尬.I think so. 第三天下午JASON同学揣着本高中数学书就来自习,不时装模做样的划两笔,还问我关于正余弦的一个公式(可是思路都混乱了).看那家伙不时抬眼偷瞄美女的一副色狼相(而且还是很饥渴的那品种的色狼),忍不住劝他收敛点.他用一大堆借口搪塞,还义正言辞的.真整不了哇.后来SUMMER端她地Mac来照相,发现居然还有哈哈镜功能,遂采用.结果就是我发出了有生以来最发自肺腑的笑容+眼泪,而且笑几乎不能呼吸.因为旁边还有两人自习,我们四个都得收敛着点.可是照到后来实在是坚持不住了,一个个都捂着肚子笑到东倒西歪,几乎以喷的方式来发出笑的动作.旁边两人定力十足,巍然不动.只是看我们的眼神已经不能用责怪和怨恨形容,而是苦苦哀求(STELLA的版本是他们就一群人对着电脑不时摆出各种鬼脸然后笑到桌子底下的这种行为很不理解,于是表情纳闷多与责怪)anyway,直到今天看还是能让我笑到不行. 晚上JASON的MISSION是在我们四个聚到一起的时候给KENNY同学打电话.由于彼岸太早,KENNY还没起,于是我们在语音信箱留言.JASON说:hi kenny,this is Jason and Summer wanna talk to u.SUMMER PICKED UP THE PHONE AND SAID:"HI KENNY ,JASON HANDED THE PHONE TO ME AND I HAVE TO SAY SOMETHING TO U.HERE IS GINA." 由于之前被KENNY 小PISS了一下,我不想说话.summer 遂加上一句"gina doesn't wanna talk to u"递给STELLA.她正在通话,跟KENNY讲了句"HI JERK"传回JASON手里,JASON 遂说"OK ,BYE"挂断后大家疯狂大笑,边笑边PREDICT KENNY'S REACTION. 是时间分别了,谁提议拥抱告别.最痛恨离别,却偏偏让我们又遭遇一回.JASON这个家伙老实在GZ呆着多好,非跑这里来扰乱我们趋于平静的心情,然后又一溜烟跑回去,再不见踪影.我们都劝他保民大的研算拉,美女又多.lol.But it's time.TIME TO AY BYE.TIME FOR LIFE GOES ON. 夜里又做了个梦,还是我们四个一起.小插曲就不提了,总体来说还是能体现对这几天HAPPY TIME的怀念哒.曾经拥有,别无所求. 9月26日 about deathAll of a sudden I realize I m old
old enough to be scared of the pain brought by the mainline old enought to feel bitter when tasting the chinese traditional medicine old enought to feel desperate toward death. I ve been strongly impressed by a scene in <prison break>, in which Lincon dreamt that he was forced to sit in the chair earlier than deadline w/o any notice, and he was screaming, sweating and trembling like a lito injured beast,desperate. Covered with eyepatch and locked in the chair, he gave up the last hope that Scoldfield would get him out. I was like choked the moment when the executioner pulled the switch. Lucky it's just his dream. otherwise i would probablely pass out. Watching the movie<a life less possible> which in most parts there shows how great and touching love is, I was still shocked--a killer forced a guy to dig his own grave(although it's ironical, the guy had no choice)when the grave's almost done, the killer said"ok,it is time. U can stop" the guy cried "No..............."killer pushed him down the hole and pulled the gun towards him. this is so vivid for me, like i m experiencing exactly the same. A fever of 38.5~39 degree centigrade which lasted for 2 straight days made me such sensitive like a lito kid. I was worring about passing out at any minute. Long time ago when i was preparing for TOEFL i had a dream that I was dying. Still conscious &breathing but dying. The feeling is like u wanna grab something to resist gravity, but u will never. There ARE something u can't do in this world. Death is one of them. SO i m starting to worry about the health of my parents. They are working hard like no tomorrow just to earn money that pay my tuition. And i sent my bless through text message to my dear friends and remind them keep healthy. Finally I realize "Keep healthy" is no longer a mannerly word but meaningful instead. I don't wanna lose any of them cuz we share so much great memory. I m afraid I can't say no more about death, cuz i anticipate that somebody downstairs gonna throw eggs to me.lol. alrite. death is the end. the end for death. |
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